See You Never.
Sarah Cochise Gutierrez
| Female| Working Student | Single


A territorial, overly dramatic, moody ,sharp-tongued overthinker. Who in her 20 years in this unfair world has developed a fetish for making bad life decisions. Her weakness are bed weather, a good book with beautiful words and white chocolate. No nuts!
Loneliness does not come from having no people around, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views others find inadmissible. Carl Jung (via siimplyemiily)

(Source: psych-facts)

How did people get over this? They obviously did. Every day someone fell in love with the wrong person and had to pack up all their fragile, misguided hopes and unwanted affection, and move on.Josh Lanyon, Perfect Day  (via siimplyemiily)

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I keep looking for reasons but all Im getting are excuses. I told myself that I can do it. Be a working student. So I did. Then I realized even if I can it doesnt mean that I want to. Recently I have been saying to myself that I wanted this. And I did. A lot. But now… I dont know. I guess Im just turning lazy again. I hate doing things half baked but Im such a quitter. T.T

Facebook: What’s on your mind,Ches?

Ngayong araw na ito June 14,2014 (Manila Time,huh) ay binuksan ko ang aking lumang facebook. Binasa ko yung mga lumang notes ko (uso pa ba yun?). Yung pinakarecent ay 2012 (?) pa ata. Sorry. I cant even get my facts straight . Along side dun sa mga “100 facts about me” at “What typw of guy do you like” may mga “pieces” din ako dun na medyo poetic. Ayoko na ring ishare kasi baka sabihin niyo nagmamagaling lang ako o sadyang madrama lang.

Nung binabasa ko yung mga notes ko I felt nostalgic and a little worried. Ewan ko ha pero feeling ko mas matalino yung past self ko o sobrang linis lang ng utak ko sa mundo nun? Hahaha. Naisip ko bigla. Sinulat ko ba talaga yun? May mga poems din ako sa mga lumang libro ko na inarbor na ng pinsan ko dahil reference daw o kaya naghahanap siya ng pang uling XD. May isang page dun na ayaw niyang punitin for the sake na medyo deep daw ang pagkasulat ko XD. Tinype pa niya yun at ginawang picture at pinost sa tumblr. Tangina wala nga lang credits. Hahahaha!! . Again. Ayoko na ishare kasi alam ko hindi talaga kayo maniniwala na sinulat ko yun. Kahit penmanship ko na sobrang panget yun XD.

Nalungkot lang ako bigla. Feeling ko ang layo layo ko na dun sa babae na yun na nakakapagsulat ng magagandang bagay. Nq kukuha lang ng kahit anong pede sulatan (miski resibo) makapagsulat lang ng miski verse o quote na ‘inspired’ worthy. Dati rati I could say na I was a pretty decent writer. Pero ngayon kahit grocery list ko hindi ko makumpleto ng matino. Wala na akong nirant kundi boring buhay ko . Walang akong pera. Blabla. Ang sad lang. Dont get me wrong. Matagal na akong reklemador (?) at angsty sa buhay pero atleast before I could turn to the back of my receipt and write something decent. Ewan ko. Haaay. Hindi ko na alam. Kelangan ko siguro ibabad sa muriatic acid yung utak ko. O kaya time machine na lang kaya?

O see? Wala ng sense ang mga sinasabi ko. O ako na yung walang sense. Blablabla. Nalulungkot lang ako. Blaaaaah

Life’s not that simple. Not so easy to move on when the anger you’ve got is what keeps you going.Rachel Ward, Numbers (via aokijikuzan)

(Source: observando)